Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Happy thoughts




It feels like a monday today.

I have so much work due this week and for the next 3 weeks. I dont want to do anything tho. i want to be at a beach lying out with a cold presidente.

I'm sick :( i thought it was allergies but even with claritin i feel like poo. UGH i hatteee being sick when it's so sunny and nice outside. it makes me mad :(

i'm at work. its SO beautiful outside minus the flower rain shower which makes me groggy like a froggy. i'm in the "horse" classroom today, which means i'm in the basement, which means its like 30 degrees.

But here are some of the thoughts that are making me smile today:

- my vanilla buttercream cupcake from starbucks packaged in a cute box
- my ice caramel macchiato (?)
- i discovered my one of my fav blue skirts have pockets! i'm getting too fat for the skirt, and i cant breath when i wear it, but that's not a good enough reason to stop wearing it :)
- thought of summer & beach & bbqs & anything else that comes with summa time.
- sunnie's bday bash :D
- music.

okay.. i can go on & on.. which means i should STOP being negativo and be more positive & happy & joyful!!!!

Dear God,
I'm SUCH a baby. crying & complaining all the time... how do you deal with me ?!?! Thank you for always being so patient and loving with mee.. I'm so desperate for you, i'm like a baby that cannot stand on its own. but here i am, rolling around, trying to get myself up, crying an complaining about falling all over the place, rejecting your help, saying that you're not good enough.. how stupid!! Lord, you are my ONLY HOPE. Can't do without you.

Love, your daughter Sharon

1 comment:

sunnie lim. said...

AHHHHH i KNEW you were getting sick!!! hope you feel better my dearest. and i love how you ended the entry with a list of things you were looking forward to. :D can't wait to dance with you sexy mamaaaaa. let's have a anne of green gables date together with danbie. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 feel better!!!