I'm a big girl now :)

HI :)

I just wanted to say that it has been 2 whole days (for you that may not be a long time, but when you go to the same school and live a block from each other, it's kind of a BIG DEAL) since i've last seen mi novio and i didn't even whine or tried to act tough when i'm not or got mad at him for no reason or sent him threatening and mean text messages!!!!!!

Right now. I'm proud of me and i feel like a big girl :)

Dear God,

I'm sorry that sometimes I fill my void with dae instead of you. Sometimes it gets so bad that i put him before you! :( I know i mess up all the time, but pleease forgive me father. Thank you for these few days. They are helping me realize that you are truly MORE than enough for me & that in order for me&dae's relationship to be healthier we need some space from each other to focus more on you. These few days have also helped me realize how special he is to me & that I have been so selfish and NOT sacrificial! It's also reminding me to pray more for him, which is my fav part :). Lord, I pray that you will help our hearts to refocus on you. & Father, wherever he's been and has been doing the past few days, I pray that he was out there makin his daddy (you) & his princess(hehe ME) PROUD. Thank you :)

Love, your daughter Sharon