First Love.

Happy Valentines Day!

Thank you boyfriend for an AMAZING night & AWSOME gift! & most of all, always reminding me to love God & reflecting His love for me :)

Dear God,

Happy Valentines Day! I'm really happy I got to spend it with you in your home before I got my head stuck in clouds with the hype of the day. Forgive me Lord, for forgetting that you are my First and Ultimate Love. I'm sorry for always putting you behind school, family, friends, work, and my boyfriend. Lord you have blessed me with so much but rather than thanking you and going back to you, I have made them idols instead. Lord, it's so hard for me to keep you First. It seems so obvious when i think about it, how can i not keep First the one who died on the cross for me? I say this, but my heart is shaken up so easily by the things of this world. Father, help me to love you with all my heart, and with the love you give me, help me to love others as you love them. Thank you for my family who reflect your love to me every single day. Thank you for an opportunity for education and giving me a purpose beyond what I can see. Thank you for giving me people in my life that love me, and also that i can love [friends, JFML, temple family, & renewal church]. I also thank you for Daekyu. I know that our relationship has been getting in the way of my love for you, and Lord I pray you will forgive me for that. wake me up! & help me to give my whole heart to you again, because it's yours anyways :) But at the same time, thank you for using daegyu to remind me and illustrate your love to me. I pray you will give him the same conviction to re-focus on you again.

Thank you that I dont have to do anything to gain your love. Thank you that it has already been mine from the beginning. I love you Lord! SOOO much :) You complete me, you make me happy, you comfort me, you are the reason i live.

Love, your daughter Sharon